Week 15-July 28-August 3-This past week we went to my cousin, Sonila's baby shower and Capistrano Beach for a week's vacation with my parents, siblings, your cousins and your Atlanta grandparents. It was so cold and cloudy, you didn't even wear your swim suit that I bought for you. We have no pictures of you in the sand, because it was too cold to sit you in it, for even a moment! Ah, well, next time. In the middle of the week, Wednesday and Thursday, you didn't feel well. There was no temperature, but your head was hot, hot, hot and you nursed for about 48 hours straight. When you weren't nursing, you either cried or slept. We were worried about you, but whatever it was that was bothering you, passed. Your little nose was running! So sad. This morning, you put yourself to sleep. It is a rare occurrence! You and I have been on the move lately. After we came back from Capistrano, we went to a barbque and the next day to Ellis' fifth birthday party. You have missed naps and so are quite fussy. I told your father that this was it. You absolutely cannot miss your naps, it throws you off and then me too! I did meet with a new pediatrician this week. (Your second round of vaccinations is coming up in a few weeks, UGH!) She answered all of my questions and seems accepting of attachment parenting, which is important to me. I did ask her about all of the fussiness lately and that I thought you were a very sensitive child and she said that it is perfectly normal and healthy for a baby to behave this way and that I should try to keep you on a steady schedule. This was reassuring to me, because the last thing I want to do is damage you emotionally by not meeting your needs. Anyway baby, I hope I am doing alright by you, time will tell, but I do love you more than life itself. You are my world!